7.1.06

Hello again
It’s me
Waking in a state of pain
Sleeping only to see
See the life that I’ve made
Closing eyes to open heart
Realizing this too will fade
This heavy wound will leave a mark
Slowly healing
No one knows the pain, the feeling
My words come out, they can’t hear what I say
Will things ever be okay?
My attitude
That shines through
Making way to a brighter day
Once black… now grey.

26.12.05

Blue eyed princess

Do you remember?
Shivering bodies,
Our lips were running
Closed eyes, open hearts
Doubt rushed your mind.
Why should I kiss him?
Your reason asked your heart
The only answer
Came from you lips
So tender,
So lovely
Closed eyes, open hearts.
My hand would search your face
My heart, your heart
Today…
So far away,
Did you forget about ourselves?
Let me remind you
The story of a princess
A story with no end.

6.12.05

Lost Canyon State of Mind

How could I live without you?
How could I forget you?
Whenever you weren’t around,
I couldn’t get you out of my mind.
I don’t know where you are now, or with
Whom, but it would hurt more to know the truth
Than just imagine you close to me.
The moon knows I only care about you,
My soul is tied to your memory,
following your steps,
trying to fill the gaps your
Absence has left.
But please don’t tell me this story is ending,
it would make my journey longer;
If you don’t hold my hand.
Your shadow traps me
in the middle of a cold rain,
while my heart is still
Waiting in the station where you left it.
How could I forget you?
Whenever you are not around,
I can’t get you out of my mind.

25.11.05

Fear and Love

Never let her heart talk through her mouth,
She wished for a kiss
Did not let me be part,
I wondered her arms,
Get lost in her eyes,
Get lost in her mind;
But it wasn’t the time
Neither the place,
We had to be apart
One month before she gave away her heart.
The day we met I gave her mine,
But it wasn’t the time
Neither the place
What really kept her apart
Was her fear, but it’s a fear
I don’t understand.

Blue tide


It is like tide,
When she nails her eyes in my sight.
Bright blue eyes.
When I feel her body next to mine,
Her heart beat,
Her soul breath.
I suffer. Suffer and wish.
Wish, suffer and sing.
I am the most weak,
I want to break down
The barrier to her heart.
That is what I wish
Cry, scream, ask… wish.
Break the barrier and sail;
Through her body,
Until the place where there is only nite;
Flooding my feelings with her pure water,
Covering old stories, painful scars.
Tender and love
Against the oxidized knifes
Those try to puncture my soul.
It is like tide, your body next to mine.
And your lips a hurricane that fills my mind.
Bright blue eyes…

20.11.05


El Lado B cumpe un año , fueron 12 meses en que hubo de todo , pero todo empezo un dia en que buscando encontre el blog de
Diminui y de ahi nacio la idea de crear el Lado B, o tal vez eran las ganas de que alguien viera lo que aun me dolia, en fin celebremos con un par de martinis , o un whiskey en las rocas o cualquier cosa que hayan traido ...... si es que trajeron algo..........

Gracias a
Diminui (si una vez mas), Blogueratura, Kleaner(por hacer el diseno de la pagina de bienvenida), Azoe, Champi, Monosofia, Mr. Dupeyron,Cloe,Nuri, Dark Saint, bueno y muchos mas (y la verdad soy malo recordando a todos) en el mundo de aca que me leen, critican o visitan........

Gracias a Poncho Baez, Poncho Romero, Emilio Rojas, Elliz Vizcarra, P. Bufalos, Clan Halcones, Clan Durandal y Omar, Oscar Campero, Juan Luis Rodriguez Pons, Oscar Diaz, Miguel Angel Flores y todos aquellos que con sus consejos o experiencias me han ayudado a tomar desiciones.

A Luisa ( a la que quiero con todo mi corazon a pesar de que no se lo diga muy seguido), Gaby Barros, Caoimhe King, Karla Algraves, Mary F.G., Lindsey Walker, Angelene Channelle, y todas esas musas que me han dado su amistad y carino.

Y sobretodo a mi papa , que a pesar de estar a miles de millas de distancia siempre esta apoyandome en todas mis desiciones, ayudandome a volar hacia mi destino, con su esfuerzo y su carino, el cual no es solo un padre sino tambien mi amigo.
Y a mi mama por ser la que ha mantenido la familia unida y es la que siempre esta viendo por cada uno de nosotros .

Bueno. despues de esto, volvamos a levantar las copas y brindemos por un ano mas, lleno de alegrias, sonrisas, exito y letras para que este Lado B no muera.
Salud!!!!!!!!!!!!

4.11.05

Destinos del pasado


A veces me pregunto que sucederá,
cual es el siguiente paso, o que debo
de hacer, seguir mi corazón, forzar
un nuevo destino..... O tomar tu mano
y caminar contigo.
Escuchar mi mente, olvidar lo vivido,
desprenderme de tus labios,
fingir que nada ha sucedido.
Pasión, olvido, amores lejanos
y un corazón partido.
Que haré con las cartas que
te he escrito, mis pasiones desbordadas,
pequeños fragmentos de lo que
juntos vivimos.
Aun sigo esperando respuestas a mis
preguntas, poder aclarar mis estupidas dudas.
Cuanto tiempo mas?, algún sueño roto,
mi esperanza destrozada.....
Hoy no..... mañana será........

26.10.05

Three stars & one sad poem


Sad poems is what I write,
Ever since you walked away,
all my tears wet the paper
as if it was ink of my pen.

Every day, every nite
looking for your smile;
in the rays of the sun,
in the bright stars.

Those tears fill every page
of a story that never ends.
So many miles, so few smiles;
when are you coming back?

Maybe next summer, or next life.
We'll go flying
where time never ends,
loving each other till the end.

My poems are sad because they're mine,
but the feelings are yours
like the kisses and the hugs
that everyday I store for you.

Come ,
get them,
I'll be waiting
under three stars.

17.10.05

Rios de lagrimas



Ríos y ríos de lágrimas / forman ríos y ríos de amor / me dijo mientras me besaba la frente y luego me dijo adiós. / Ríos de sueños que yo se muy bien / que nunca se harán realidad / fluyendo en mis venas y mi soledad / conmigo para siempre estará. / Si un segundo ha durado la vida / yo viví un millón de veces más / y no me arrepiento de haberte querido / pero sí de no haberte matado mientras pude / un segundo ha durado mi vida / yo viví un millón de veces más / y no me arrepiento de haberte querido pero sí... /Si un segundo ha durado la vida / yo viví un millón de veces más / y no me arrepiento de haberte querido / pero sí de no haberte olvidado mientras pude. / Ahora el sol ha dorado mi cara / aún el sol brillará mucho más / tan solo me queda el recuerdo de tu alma y tal vez.../
Sergio Rotman
Fabulosos Cadillacs - Rios de lagrimas



Happiness for one poor mortal is relevant, I've paid in grief far more than my share, yet I still feel the pain.
The smile of a stranger , the thought of a memory, good place to start to look for my sorrow and her happiness.
Pockets full of emptiness and a picture covered in dust, travel with me through a river of tears.
As my dreams walk in a darklight, and the path seems blurry behind, a search must be better away from your hands.
You know where I am going, don't worry about me, if I ever drown, I'll learn to swim.
Time to move on, I start to walk, my sun has to arise before yours.
Cause tonite, my heart and my soul must go on with no one by their side.

9.10.05

Your smile

Now that I'm feeling sad,
I imagine your face;
it brings me a smile.
You always did,
and you still do.
Your mysterious yet charming smile,
it takes over my thoughts.
Now far, far away;
yet close , close to my heart.
Every time I touched your face,
you thought I was being gentle,
but that wasn't the whole truth;
I was filling my soul,
through my fingers,
through your smile.
You always did,
and you still do.