30.12.04


To love one forever is hard to do,
For eternity is a long time its true.
And if by chance you find the perfect one,
Let them know cause your a lucky one.
Don't let them get far from your heart,
Cause this one is going to be off the charts.
For to love one forever is hard to do,
And eternity is a long time, its true

@rsenico Qualcomm

29.12.04

Un dios ...efimero

Dios creó a dios para así poder crear al hombre, el mismo hombre que hace posible el que dios exista. Existe un sonido o solo existe si hay quien lo perciba? Si dios crea todo, entonces es tan dependiente, incluso de un inmundo roedor que percatase del sonido, tan frágil, tan austero y tan acosado por la ciencia y por el mismo dios, incredulidad. Nosotros creamos a dios, y dios nos recompenzó creandonos a nosotros.
Un dios que nos recompenso de la manera mas austera posible, dandonos hogazas de pan y agua, mostrandonos lo que habia afuera sin ensenarnos de lo que estabamos hechos, al igual que ese dios, somos fragiles y austeros, vulnerables y sensibles, tan acosados por las cosas materiales y tan distanciados de las cosas sentimentales.
Personas van, personas vienen , pero ese dios sigue ahi enfrente , en forma de estampita o de crucifijo, de que sirve si no puedes ayudarnos cuando tenemos un problema, en cambio nos dio amigos, amigos que dicen apoyarte en todo lo que necesites , bueno o malo , y minutos despus de dan la espalda, se burlan de ti y te llaman como a cualqueir otro cabron que dicen llamar amigo.Nosotros creamos a dios, y dios nos recompenzó creandonos a nosotros.

23.12.04


Say goodbye in a nite like this is one of the last things we will do together.
I never saw yourself so lost like tonite; sometimes you don't even look like yourself.
Dark nite... Please, stay.
But I look at you as if you were made of stone ,while you walk away.
@rsenico Qualcomm

She...He...maybe they

" I'm tired of going to parties and seeing my friends get drunk, it's always the same shit, I like you because you're not like the rest ", she said....

" I like you because you're intelligent , I've never met someone who could talk so wisely about religion without getting into a fight", he said.....

" I'm going to go to this party but I kind want to see you later tonite", she said.....

"Me too", he said......

"I'll call you , I promise ". she said and after a goodbye hug she left in her red mazda

That nite she left to party , she got drunk, but as he didn't expected she called and told him that she wanted to hang out with him tomorrow.

They started going out , every nite a different theme, from politics to spongebob , the bible to criticizing the Bush family.

His family loved her , she created a special connection with each member of his family .
Her friends wanted to pick on him , still he only had eyes for her.

Parties, movies at his house , staying late, spending the nite together ,they had those kind of relationships that you can't find at walmart. Now everyone may be assuming that their relationship could be based on long hours of great and incredible sex; surprisingly they never had sex, she believed in something even though she wasn;t virigin , he thought that before love came respect , so he never did something she didn't wanted, although he tried to always give a step ahead.

She seemed to love him , he seemed to love her, they do care for each other.
Without a reason one day she went to his house , she said they couldn't go out anymore , he didn't understood why , she came back to talk it over and over , still she said she was confused , he still doesn't understands.

He fought for her love, to have her back, she walked away seeming she did'nt cared.

It's been a month since they stopped seeing each other, he still remembers her, e wrote her a letter, she wants him back although her pride doesn't lets her go back.

He saw her yesterday , she acted as if she was stupid , she tried to turn him down , he knows her very well , she is playing the stupid , he is following her game.

" I'm having so much fun with my girlfriends, I got so drunk yesterday, and I'll do the same tonite , lucky I don't have school tomorrow and I have to work till two , so i can be hung over all morning , then work ;go with my friends , get drunk , act stupid , and do that over and over again ", she said.....

" I wonder where is the girl I first met, the one who was intelligent , and still had fun without wasting her life " , he thought......

She went to get drunk , now she remembers that old boyfriend who gaveall for her.
He walked away, he left his heart open for the day the girl he first met came back.

He is still waiting.....

15.12.04


All those that told you lies never had my face or my voice.
Just give it a try, I promise I'll cherish your heart like if it was mine.
@rsenico Qualcomm

Lost angel

You think you know me
but you know me not.
You think you can see through me
When you can’t see past your mind.
I am a maze
Yet you think I am so simple.
But all you can see is a mask
A parody of what you want.
You’ll never feel
You’ll never see
You’ll never touch
The real me.

I am dead inside.
Yet I’m burning alive.
I am nothing
I am everything
I am your sweetest dream
And your worst nightmare.
You love me
And you hate me
I am yourself.

Love, hate
Respect, disrespect
Light and darkness
I am all that I feel all that
I embrace myself

Look at the mirror
What’s that I see?
I see the angel I used to be.

14.12.04


Nothing is hidden that will no be made known,or secret that will not come to light.
@rsenico Qualcomm

143 ILU

te amo con la fuerza de los mares
te amo con el impetu del viento
te amo en la distancia y en el tiempo
te amo con mi alma y con mi carne
te amo como el nino a su manana
te amo como el hombre a su recuerdo
te amo a puro grito y en silencio
te amo de una forma sobre humana
te amo en la alegria y el llanto
te amo en el peligro y en la calma
te amo cuando gritas y cuando callas
yo solo te amo

if reality is not the way i think.....fuck reality
@rsenico Qualcomm

Eggnog,blunts and whiskey...

every tear i dropped for her,
is one pain less,
still our lives,
seem so away.
every dawn,
every dusk,
i ask myself
why?
still no answer arrives,
i'll drink whiskey tonite,
maybe smoke a blunt .
i'll burn the lies
and let the ashes
go away.
why not?
fucked up life
with out you.
time to forget
time to walk away
lets drink some whiksey
lets drink some eggnog