Eggnog,blunts and whiskey...

every tear i dropped for her,
is one pain less,
still our lives,
seem so away.
every dawn,
every dusk,
i ask myself
why?
still no answer arrives,
i'll drink whiskey tonite,
maybe smoke a blunt .
i'll burn the lies
and let the ashes
go away.
why not?
fucked up life
with out you.
time to forget
time to walk away
lets drink some whiksey
lets drink some eggnog